I think about all the things we do, every day, every week, year after year, to keep up with life and all of our responsibilities. I think about how we worry, and pray, and become anxious, and nervous, and all the stress, paperwork, filing, forms and phone calls, and wonder if any of this really matters. As time marches on, and as we approach the end of our lives, these things have less and less meaning. What matters most are the people and things that elevate us, love us, help us, and protect us.
The lyrics in the second half of the piece I found to be especially touching, and the music is sad and haunting. It reminded me of a dear friend who was diagnosed with depression, and the daily challenges she faced with stress and anxiousness as well. I think there is a little of that in each of us. I decided I wanted to explore the specific lyrics, as they have negative aspects, and positive ones as well. I contacted my artist friend Mary, who agreed to be part of the piece, and create performance art as the dancers moved on stage. As the piece progressed, it made sense that the dancers participate in this process as well.
Sometimes I follow my emotions, rather than directing the process, and this piece was more the former. It was only at the end of the choreographic process that it revealed itself to me, and I was able to see the intention and meaning of the piece.
Although difficult at times, I believe it would be best for all of us to let go of some of those incessant, stressful, and negative aspects of our lives that take up so much of our time, day in and day out. That is, of course, easier said than done. And although we all go through difficult times, I pray the positive aspects of life prevail. For all.
And as for my dear friend, she is feeling less anxious about all those worrisome, and yet mundane, activities that we all face day in and day out. The negatives are finding their proper place, and the positives are becoming more prominent. She is getting better.
- Christine
Premiere Date: 15 May 2015